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My very seceret personal diary
★ entry 67: the usual ★
Im such a failure, and such a screw up... My life is a mess, i feel like i need to throw up... Im afraid im falling behind... Im racing myself and i don't see the finish line :(
Original Song Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I turn out the lights
Blow the candle
Draw the blinds
I donnt deserve to see the sunrise
I scream so loud that my neighbors called the cops
But all i can hear is ticking of the clock
Each single second hurts
Cover my eyes in dirt
I don't deserve to see the light
[Verse 1]
it can be lonely sitting in a spacious room
waiting for moments that will pass too
quick and I will try to savor our time together
but I am lonely I am alone
I'm not alone but I've never felt more lonely
listen to mimicking words and melodies
still not understood so I cry it all out
I'm not alone but I still have my doubts
[verse 1]
I can’t trust myself and it makes me mad
That she devil she let me get hurt so bad
Let me get oh so sad
All those years of senseless tears i want my time back
I want my life to be on track
I wanna erase my past and explode
I wanna scream so loud that my ribs corrode
But I cant think like that
I have to keep my head up and attached
Feet to the floor with my socks mismatched
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